I HAVE MOVED!





I have decided that I am no longer living in the State of Confusion.  I have moved to the State of Denial.  I like it here.  It's much better than Confusion.  When you live in the State of Confusion, you cannot make decisions.  Even deciding what to wear or what to eat becomes a major challenge and all  very confusing.  I didn't like it there at all.

But now, ah now I am in Denial.  Some may think that is a very silly, stupid place to be, but I am happy here.  No decision is a big deal any more.  In fact, I really don't have decisions.  I eat what and when I want.  I wear what I want, go where I want, etc.  You get the idea.  Life has become so much less  (much less?) stressful.  See, I even write what I want.  I make the rules and actually there are no rules in Denial.  Lovely place to be.  I am never leaving this place.  

I am not sure how I got here to this happy place.  I am not sure I even care.  When faced with a situation like I find myself in, I believe you cope the best way you know how.  I do not want to be pitied, or babied.  I want to go on as long as I can, feeling as good as I can and being happy and enjoying every bit of my life.  If that means just watching stupid stuff on T.V., playing word games on my kindle, watching the birds at the birdfeeder or just playing solitaire on the computer, that's okay.  It's my life and how I choose to spend it really doesn't matter.  What does matter is that I am doing and living and being in the moment.  I am not worrying about what might happen or when or how.  I just am.

I find myself much more mindful of my surroundings and the people in my life.  I am trying to be less judgemental, more forgiving, kinder and gentler.  Is this the Georgie we all know and love?  Yep.  I am just a very trying person.  See I haven't really changed.